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Saturday 25 February 2012

MISS U BOTH !

AL-FATIHAH : HAJI AMIN
                          HAJAH SAPINAH

ONCE UPON A TIME...( around 1999 till the end of 2001)
LOT 1722A ,LORONG HAJI AMIN...

aku tinggal ngan adek aku ,mak aku n ayah aku di sebuah rumah yg amat besar .. wawwwww..
tinggal ngan ARUAH ATUK N ARUAH NENEK skali..
rumah tu best sbb die dekat tepi jalan n rumah yg depan sekali
so,bile time nak g ngaji jek.mst aku yg sampai dulu kat rumah ARUAH NEK BAH ..
yeyeyeyyyyyey..tu la besnye dok rumah depn skali..
n then ,ARUAH ATUK aku kirenye mcm ktue kampong gitu la..thats y name lorong tu ialah LORONG HAJI AMIN ..
so, op cos aku bangga bila name atuk aku ade kat papan tanda kan! ahhaha

KENANGAN MANIS..
time aku dpt no 1 time darjah 2 di SK TELUK PULAI..
balik2 dari anugerah cemerlang jek,aku nmpk ARUAH ATUK tgh potong pokok bunga die kat halaman rumah..
n then ,aku ckp
'atuk,nurul dpt no 1'
n then ,atuk just senyum jek .. bes sgt time tu sbb atuk garang ngan kitrg..die xpernah senyumm..
but on that day,die senyum..so, im hapi jugak la kan..

KENANGAN PELIK
time atuk jatuh sakit.. sakit strok..sebelah badan die da mati
tp, time ari yg ke 29 puasa , atuk hilang
semua org dok carik die..
dlm pukul 2 pagi la..
gempar kut..atuk da la berjalan pun org kene papah n dgn kain die yg slalu terlondeh..so,kitrg plik sgt mne atuk pergi tgh malm buta cm tu
makcik2 n sepupu sepapat semua kene gegar mlm tu suruh cari atuk..
ayah cari atuk dlm parit,kot2 atuk jatuh dlm tu
but at last , tau x kitrg jumpe die kat mana ?
kitrg jumpa die kat simpang dekat ngan masjid..
anggaran dlm dari flat kel tu ke jj ..
wowwww ! atok sgt pelik..
just imagine mcm mne sorg yg strok blh jln sejauh mcm tu n xkan la xde org pun yg berhenti bile tguk atuk jln soang2..
smpai skang bende tu jadi tanda tanya..
bile tye atuk mlm tu,die just senyum jek..ayah kate mybe tu la kebesaran malam LAILATUL QADAR ..
wallahualam la kan..
lps 3 buln jek ,atuk pun meninggall..sob sob..

NENEK PINA ..

nenek bes sgt .. nenek sakit dulu,pastu bru atuk
nenek duduk atas kerusi roda..
n die ckp pon xreti da.semua bende die akan ckp mcm ni..
;tu,minyak rambut..minyak rambutt..
kesian die..xtau la ape signifikan nye minyk rmbut tu dgn semua bende yg die nak ckp..
so,mmg sush sikit nak paham ape die ckp.
tp,time nenek sakit,nenek still ade duet kat tgn.
n bile kitrg paw nenek,nenek mst bagi.. tu la yg besnye..
setiap kali jumpa nenek ,nenek mest cium ..tp,aku geli sbb nenek berak n kencing kat pampers..
n aku menyesal sgt ..time nenek meninggal,aku nangis sgt2 . xtau la nape
mungkin sedih sbb nenek da xleh cium aku lgi kot n sbb slame ari ni aku geli bile die cium aku
 

time yg pling best mase aruah atuk n aruah nenk stiil hidup lagi ialah wen HARI RAYA
siyes bes..sepupu sepapat semua akan balik kmpung..
then,kitrg akan mask nasi impit semua sama2
main mercun time mlm raya..serius bes
then ,pagi raya ,semua org akn bermaaf maafan
then,semua cucu2 beratur panjang nak dpt duet raya yg SINGGIT tu dari aruah atuk..
bes! bes!
rinduuuuuuu...

AL-FATIHAH UNTUK ATUK N NENEK ...
INSYAALAH,ATUK N NENEK BRADE D KALANGAN ORG YG BERIMAN ..

p/s : kluarge saya sgt besar .. blh dkatakan yg satu lot dlm lorong haji amin itu adalh kaum keluarga HAJI AMIN N HAJAH SAPINAH .. hebat x ? hihihi

p/s square : i cried wen i type this entry!

THE SPIRITSSS CMIN !

first of all, im kinda dissapointd wth myslf for this entire whole sem..
i cn imagine hw much i get 4 my cry mark for each of the subject.
its gonna b worst n errghh..
dun know hw to explaind it.

BUT,SUDDENLYYYY..
kat kolej ade program mento mentee in IPB last friday..
my mento is PN. KASNIAH ..
u know wat ? i DO LOVE HERRRR
she gives me a lot of spirit
n insyaalah i will apply it on my final nt wahai my dearly mentoo
i will try my best to achieve wat u expect me to achieve 4 this sem eventhought its kinda taugh n rough sem 4 me..
im sharing my problms wth her which means tht im vry week in calculating and u know that kind of stufff..
but ,she is a maths lecturer too..
so,myb i cn go n seek for her help anytime n anywhere..
yeaahhh. n she expect me to get high pointer thn las sem n try to get DL 4 THIS SEM.
BUT I DUN KNOWWWW..
i dun wnt to get DL coz i know that i cant !!
but ,she said nothing impossible for that ..
dun forget to pray n remember ALLAH all the time..
she added, if u feel like u wnt to give up reading n studying., wat u must do is berzikir n insyaalah spirits untuk stdy tu akn masuk balik
n wat makes me feels so touchable is ..
wen she said, time die sem 3 dulu, there is a lot of obstacle that she have to face especiaally wen final is around the corner..
she said that her besfrends dosent want to talk to her ..(which also happens to me)
n at the same time also, there is a guy that love her..
ahahhaahahah
i like the way she told me that story..how she faced with all that kind of obstacle n she MAKE IT TILL THE END !
she got DL !!
u know wat, I WANT TO BE LIKE HER !!
SHE IS MY MENTOOO N I PROMISED TO HER THT I WIL TRY MY BEST TO GET DL ...
thanx MADAMMM..
u make me feel so hyperinflation now ..ahahahha
yeaahhhh !

p/s : im sori if my english writing is bad.. my grammar is goin nowhere ..but,atleast, im trying not to copy n    
       paste any of this sources frm internet .. OOOPPSSS !!!

Friday 10 February 2012

I'VE GOT TO BE ON THE TRACK AGAIN !

Assalamualaikum and a bery2 gud day to u olllssss..

seriously ,obviously n for surely gile2,
this yr n this sem dosent bring any 'ong' n luck langsung for me..
idk y ,this sem terrible sgt !..but,last sem i was doing the same thing toooo
play more,play more.play more n study lesssss..hih
but, it didnt bring any effects on my quiz n test markss.
thts y im kind of weird..knape sem ni my marks sgt teribble n worst..
especially macroeconomicsssss...arghhh ..calculate,calculate n calculate !

but ,at this moment..while im typing this entry .. i already finished katham buku macro chapter 5 ..
tp,on the theory part jek laaa..kire2 tu, i wil asked my frenz later..hhi
my azam fr this yr is,xnak dimalukan oleh sape2 pon...ahhaha
n i will changed it..after think cook2 .my new determination,goals n objectives are..............

1) I'VE GOT TO BE ON MY TRACK AGAINNNNNNNNN......

yeaaahhh..the spritssss...do come in.help to reduce the capital L that exist in my body n my soul...
errgggghhhhh...ambusheddd cpt wahai spirits n bunuh all the capital L Tuuuu...


nahhhhhh..read all thisss
this is 'wat so call' motivations for those who's dissapointed jus like meeeee

Tuesday 7 February 2012

YUPP ! IM IN LOVE ...

Hiii...assalamualaikum wbt !

im in love........yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!
ahahhah...that will be my gempak TRADEMARK onlyyy
im not in love wth 'someone' ,'somebody' or even 'anybody'..

the truth is,im fall in love with this 'things'..wat would that be ? guess..guess..guesss...
that 'thing' always make me feel happy.. smetmes, i fell like,' it 'do give me a happiness tht im trying to look for..
i think that 'thing' is always with me ..it cares about me..i do love it !
i know that ' it ' will supports me , will help me, n do anything for meee... hihihi

Lastly, i just wanna say that I LOVE U n i hope u know about itttt ....