FEELS LIKE A DIVA BABEYH !

hello there ! assalamualaikum...
well,obviously this wik im quite buzy wth all those stuff (acting,presentation,video,report n test)
but,eventhought its kind of buzy wik for me,but i do enjoy it..
op coz its all about our video making for 'kerana pandangan orang' tht will be held sooonn..
arrggghhhh...damn it ! i cant wait for that !
n fyi,we've been acting for the whole night..this is because of u aen samsu !! argghhh.. u keep laugh n smiling wen we start to act ! i dun know wat kind of illness do u suffer with ..ahha..arggghh..tense man !
but,it is great ..i want to act more ! so, this is the video tht i wanted to share wth u guys..just a piece of it ...ahaha..seriusly a piece ? no..just a little bit of intro n preview..its like blooperss ! watch it n enjoyyy....

bloopersss ketika scene yg x drancang ..ahah..sempat lagi gelak2

ahhaa..scene yg x menjadi sebb aen samsu x dgr arahan ! ergghhhhh..ahha

well,alhamdulilah coz evrything went well..n we finished it rght on time..but,siyesly my face look like a stupid,idiot n bullshit persons evaaa ! but,nvr mind la..i dun care 

so,for IPB-ians..pliz do come at dewan kuliah 2 on the date given for watch our discussion n vdeo..wish us luck ! mmmuahhhh...

SAYA TAK PANDAI !

hello uollssss..ehh ..assalamualaikum

entry kali ni pasal cite pandai tak pandai ..hemm..sem ni worst kut..rasenye mcm bodoh gile.

xtau la acam ane leh jd acam gni kan...but,nvr mind..slagi xfinal,slagi tu la oppurtinity tu still exist..

so,we just have to grab it..yeahh bby ..come n grab it ! ahakkkk..

wen people said,kau xyah blaja,kau da pandai ..

aku just pikir mcm ..errrr...kau ni x bg aku blaja sbb nk menmbhkan kebodohan aku ke ape..ahah..

but ,it happened smtimes..tepikir jgk nape dorg ckp cm tu sedangkan kali terakhir aku dpt anugerah cemerlang ialah time fom 2..tu pun sebb pendidikan sivik ..ahhahaha

klau aku ni dekan sem lepas ke,xpe la korg ckp acam gitu..

weird la tguk prangai dak2 ni..but,i am lazy ! lazy n lazy n lazy..listen to radio,dreaming infront of mirror evry night wth book infrnt of me..but,seriusly ,bace 1 2 ayat jek pun..ntah pape ntah ..xpaham laaa..cm ne la nak ubah tabiat ni??

test QMT  ari tu okay laa..not bad..tp,xpuas ati ..but,at the sme time,still bersyukur,,thank god 4 evrything..

mrkh tu d luar jangkaan sbb aku ni buduh sikit bab2 kire mengire ni..but,ntah la,bila ngan madam asyikin,sume die aja leh masuk.. MADAM ,kite ade kimia laaa..ahahhaaa

so,for test eco nye result,sumpah aku xnak tau..mcm bodoh jek aku jwb ..ntah pape ntah ..redha jek la wei..so,final target untuk eco..pling truk c ,pling okay b jek..hiihh

i do appreciated it frenz !!

we were moving to our new house quite recently jugak..frm the high standard living punya condo to a very low-cost houses ..hmmm..wat can do huhhh ?? its okay if the condition of our new house is worst than our old houses .condition tu dosent matter for all of us..jnji ade rumah ! but ,the worying things ever is wen ade something yg duduk skali kat rumah tu tanpa bayar sewe n klau satu 'bende' xpe lgi ..tp, it is more than 1 'bende'..huhhh ? wat will u thinking if u livng with smeone or anonymous things in one roof n one house,one kitcen,one bathroom n so onnnn..errr,damn scary mannn !!!

i think 1 ipb pun da tau cndition rumh kitrg tu..on one terrible night ,bella kene tindih fr the first time dlm idup die..n tht time bella dgr that 'benda' said 'jgn degar ckp dorang,dorang penipu' ..smthg like that..n on the next day,she told all of us n kitrg berbork ngan nai time tu..zack ade skali..rupe2nye zack ni ade la blaja ilmu2 sikit..so, die tau la a little bit about this things kan..so,ptg tu jugk, nai,am n zack dtg rumh kitrg ..so,time am n nai msuk umah..muke dorg mmg muke cuak n serem..aku xprnh nmpk muka dorg acam gitu..then ,kitrg suh zack cek kwasan yg nk g toilet tu,then ,die kate mmg ade sbb kat situ die rase berat..n then ,kitrg suh die cek kat bilik kosong tu plak n he refuse to go n check dlm blik tu ..he asked nai to accompany him,but ,nai also refused..so,die g masuk jugk n die kate dlm bilik tu pun rase bert..so,die kate kwn die akn dtg esok ..after check tu,mmg kitrg rase tkut sgt..tp,zack n the gang ajak lepak n minuk kat ameer ehsan..so,kitrg pun ape lgi..on laaa.xbrani kut nk tinggal kt situ..ahaha.

yg pling funny skali ialah ,wen sume org jumpe ngan kitrg kat kolej n dorg akn tye mcm ni 'rumah kau okay?'..klau x pun .mcm ni 'rumah kau napa wei?' ahahha..tibe2 popular plak kan ..so,the nxt day kawan zack dtg n die kate kawasn umah kitrg tu mcm ...ntah la..xtau nak describe mcm mane ..so,insyaalah kitrg akan buat solat berjemaah beramai ramai kat dlm rumah tu ..zack kate tgu sume org blh smayang ,then ,die akn dtg n buat solat berjemmah tu kt umah kitrg..alhamdulilah sgt2 !!

tibe2 tringt gmbaran yg fit ceritakan ..die kate bende tu rambutnye mcm kene karen,rambut panjang n muka hodoh ..errrr...sumpah !!! cuikkkkk...buduh la..asal nk tinggal kt umah kitrg ? g la tmpt lain..skang ni,tiap ptg lps asar until maghrib ,kitrg akan bukak bcaan ayt quran n zikir dgn harapan yg bende tu akn blahhh...amin..arap2 mnjadi !

so,thanx alot untuk hero2 kami iaitu am,nai dan zack !! i do appreciated it ..ooppss.not only me..but ,we do appreciated itt damn muchh ..love u guys ketat ketat ..ahhah

WEEK BY WEEK ..

sem ni rasenye sem yg pling terrible ever in my life kottt..as i said b4,a lot of work nid to be settled down in a very little time.. smetimes,ade jugak aku terpikir yg bleh ke survive sem ni..but,bile pikir balik ,survive untuk maintain tu mcm tipis,tp klau pointr drop mmg cerahh..tp,aku xakan prnah aminkan bnde tu ..well,as usual,i wil try my best ..xkan nk give up acam gitu jek kan ..dn bila aku terpikir yg btape sushnye time tgh blaja skang ni..tibe2 aku terpikir benda yg lagi sush ialah bila kite da bekerja ,carik duet ,ade family ,kawen n so onn ..bende tu aku slalu pikir supaya aku xakan anggap yg time blaja skang ni adalah satu bende yg sush ..again,i still remember wat my techear told me b4..kawen sush ,xkawen pun sush..ahahah..tibe2 jk cite pasal kawen ..ahah..pe cite ni ??but thats true..this is the beginning of our life .first stage untuk smthg yg lg sush..so,klau u think that sem ni yg terrible ..then ,u were exactly wronggg ..yup..life is difficult but u r the one who will decide wether it  is true o nottt..so,fr the rest of my frenz ..dun u ever dare to give upp..we will fight till the end n for sure we wil survive !!! yeaaahhhh!! the spirits com'in !

ctu presentation 

ctu report

mock meeting

arab video

arab persembahan kreatif

hpd presentation

bel academic writing

seriusly ,im goin to be a very mad n craziest persons in da world..just wish me n my frenz a vry gud luck n i really wish tht we cn make it very well n pass with a very flying colours..all the best to u guysss...

remember this ..

NO PAIN,NO GAIN

N

PRACTISE MAKES PERFECT

BEAUTY VERSUS UGLY !

assalamualaikum...ashemekon oo ashemekom..
hikhik..pon pon ! nw entry's coming ..

im quite interesting about today's entry ..

hem hemm..

about beauty versus ugly.

wen im typing this entry, flashback of my lifes lingered in my mind.

i stil remembered wen i was in form 1 a.k.a 13 years old.

i've been humiliated by one boys infront of all muslim frenz in kelas agama..

i cn say that smetimes ,

im kind of overload confident persons.

so,on that terrrriiiible n humiliate day ever for me

i was answering my ustazah question with a very louder voice without raise my hands up .

n then ,my ustazah said

"what's ain ? can u repeated it again?"

i am very proud wen i heard that .

so, i stood up n repeated the answered with a high pitch, very loud voice n  high confident ever !

i said

"kita mestilah meninggalkan larangan Allah swt dan melakukan ape yg disuruh oleh-NYA"

smthg like that laaa..

then ,my ustazah said

"cantik jawapan kamu tu ain"

n i was like kembang kuncup kat blakang..

BUT THEN..

SUDDENLY..

theres a boys name ismail..i dun know where he is now after almost 7 years the incident happened 

n i dun want tu know at all..

he said..

with a loud voice (same like mine wen i read my answer b4 that)

"jawapan jek cantik,muka x cantik!"

OH MAIII GODNESS !!

i cant imagine wat kind of feelings exist in my mind ,heart,muscles n usus2 perut tht time..

im very shy n i really2 wanted to cry.

then ustazah said

"ismail,ape yg awak ckp ni"

n wat i saw that time is

all my girlss frenz were laughing to each other..

is that a funny things for u to humiliated people in front of publics ?

of cos it is not !
n as a frenz,are u will laughed ??

until now,i still remembered tht incident.

n to ismail

u r nut handsome langsung k

rambut pun kerinting !

swear to god,i hate u damn much !!

u...u go to hell

n im goin to heaven !

opppss..its not true..only Allah knows who wil go to hell n who goin to go to heaven ..

but ,after tht incident,i know who is NURUL AIN..

im never bin affected by those words u know

u cn say anything tht u really2 want,but the truth is

i believed that me,myself have my own speciality in a certain things

it dosent means that u r beauty,so u r perfect

bullshit !

its not true keyhhh..

the real beuty comes deep inside

u just have to dig it..

then ,u will see.

today,i am 20 years old n after 7 years..

i know who i am

i know that beauty dosent play any role in my life

i,me ,myself is the one who will decide wether i am a beautiful lady or not

this is because

it dosent matter la if u r ugly,

bukan nye akan ade world war 3 pun if u ugly right ?

u just have to be proud of that

y am i saying like this ?

my answered would be

all people that u have now

frenz,family or even ur love ones

is the real person tht really appreciated u

they r not embrassed to be ur frenz because they r ur truly frenz

smtimes there is a frenz

that wanted to be ur frenz damn much because u r preety girls

n wen u r pretty,evryone wnt to make frenz wth u unsincerely..

u know wat does it means by unsincerely right ?

so,dun be sad if u r not born beauty,,

u just have to believed in this quootes

i,me,mysef believed this quotes damn much !

YOUR CONFIDENCE MAKES YOU,YOURSLEF BEAUTIFUL

GIRLS INTO BOYS !!

once upon a time,they lived a happy girls name ain aziz..ahaha

well,this story obviously not for me ..

but for those who always fall into boys or girls heart easily like a snap of my fingers ..

eemm..life is difficult,

love is unrational..

ahhaahha..no laaa !

i do agree that love is rational n do exist in anybodys heart..

but,once it get worst, u will suffer for a long time..

n i really hate when it do make us suffer..

for girls..

dun jump n fall into a boys heart easily..

please la..

i beg u girlss..

this is because ,i du believe that boys will give a serius injury towards your lungs,ur heart,ur paru2,ur apendix n wat so over !

ahhaaahah..

based on my true experienced, im always watching tears,sadness n pain among my frenz tht do love their 'mata aiyak' sangat2 !!

so,this is an advice for u girls..

dun u ever to sacrifise n waste ur tears just because of  one boys..

pliss..its not worth at all..

n if the guy like u as a frenz n not mor than tht,so u had to admit n accepted it..

im not saying that im a perfect girls n never make sins n wat so over..

op cos i always fall n jump into somebody's heart ..

but,its not a real one..

n im not take it as smthg like a cmplement things for me to do..

so,for all of girls outside there,

just remember one thing..

if that guys luv u mor than u do, he himself will find u n said about those 3 precious meaning words,

which means..

I LOVE U ..!

the times will comes n wat u should do now 

is pray n waiting..

remember

GOD IS ALWAYS UP THERE N DOING HIS WORK...

AMALINA ISHAK...

i might be one of your terrible frenz ..ahhaha

but i do know what u've been through recently..

i know that its really hard la amal..

but dun u ever dare to give up coz all of us know that u cn do it..

if u do need our help..

u can seek for it anytime,anywhere..

op cosh we wil help u kayhhh..

well,recently,we all been buzying wth all of our stuff n things..

but,it dosent make any sense if we wnt to stop from being your frenz keyh.

never mind..

just forget the past n lets make new life toghtr babeyhhhh..

we r here to support u..

all of us..

me,biha,shamshu,fara, n all of our geng k..

dun wury,just stay happy like u always were..

i make it this entry coz u r my bestie ..

*terharu x mal ??

ahhaha..

so,just laugh ,make jokes like always k..

insyaalah,all of us might be able to let go the obstacles tht always occured btween all of us..

trust me,that u will succed..

i put 100 n 10 percent for it..

n i bet for it

so,dun give up k !
hug n kisses from all of us..

go go chaiyokkkkkk ....

' KERANA PANDANGAN ORANG '

ok firstly ,i am very hapi coz all of my hardwork,pain and emosion day was paid with a very priceless presnts ever..

n again ,i just wanna to thank to all my buddies n my partner in crime ..

people might asked like, y ? wat happened ?

n im just wanna said that i am vry happy coz we had finished our proposal rght on time.

plus, we r the only groups that send n pass up the proposal to en fitri n we were goin to get extra marks..so,dun be jealous okehhhh !! ahahha

n to make it more bright n shine...

en fitri had give us a vry big cmplement eva..

he said our poster n our invatiation card is vry nice..

actually, wen he do said that, there is only one things lingered in my mind..

wanna know ?

actually, im just saying like

'okeh..we r the gud one which means tht we r better thn the others'

ahahha..

arrogant nye i !!

ahaha..but thats true ..because in a pas few wiks ,our groups is the worst one..*i guess

this is because our objective is look alike keli** pye ayt ..

n wen i had to explained it to him,he cnt understand that..

then,i have to explained it again n at that time,he understood .

but, suddenly......

there is one girls said  'haaaa ??? '

haiyyoooo...xkan x paham ?

but, today that girls group is a worst one ..

n wat make me fil lagi proud n arrogant is ...

en fitri take our proposal as an example for their group to copy !

ahahhaha..so, who r the winner now..

padan muka !! wek wek..

hihihi..but 

i just wanna say thank god for everything..

*alhamdulillah...

so ,im hapi n cant wait for the real ' kerana pandangan orang' punye presentation..

hihihiii

MY OLD BESTIE !!

She is my bestie for a long time ago...

since we r in form 1.

well,i miss that moment wen we r together..

me ,u , n aruah syazwani..

i still remembered that we r obsessed like very very obsessed with our "chinese boys"..ahahah..

evryday ,we wil find smthg crazy to do like goin to school very early n we r the first one who came to the school ..its really funny n stupid because we were goin to school at 5 oclock in the morning..ahaha.

this is because we wnted to know wat car that our "chinese boys" use to go to school..n we were like very curios to know wether he is rich or not..n we always use the tagline for each of our "chinese boys" in order to let he n the others do not know who r they ..ahha...damn funny.

but ,until today i du nut know wat make us far apart..

but ,seriusly i miss that old things...r u remembered that we were writing about our wish in a piece of paper n the next day,we flashed our wish paper in school toilet .

n wat make me proud to have a frenz like u is wen we were using the same colour of pencil case,file,bag,diary n so on..all the items that we have,we buy it togther n each of us have a same one..

everyday we will goin to 7 eleven n buy slurpee n maggi cup ..

then ,we were 'lepaking' at danau idaman condo with our new gossip n our maggi n slurpee..

n the craziest things ever that we did is wen we were sneaking around at 'korea' house..ahahha

n then ,he saw us n we were running like being chasing by dog..

ahahha..wat a superb weird things..

wen i think back,i do miss evrything about us..

i miss u ..

n for aruah syazwanie,al-fatihah ..we will remember u k

fyi,wanie died coz apendix 

i still remembered on that day ,i kol u but there is no answered..then,i received a message sent by her brother's to me ' ain,syazwanie da meninggal '..n i thaught that mybe someone is playing a game wth me..

then ,i dial her number,n her brother's picked up n saying that ' syazwanie da meninggal ' ..

i am very2 taken abck wen i heard that..at night,i cry out..

it so sad because we were very close ..

i miss it really2 hard ..swear to god !!

"HAND ME-DOWN HEAVEN"

I NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE...

tired,exhausted,poor like very very poor,stupid,idiot n wat so over la kan..

a lot of thing nid to be settled down in 1 wik ..oh maaiiii

firstly,op cosshh mgt presentation .

at night before the day we have to present our survey result for mgt,

a lot of obstacles happened n occured..

im wondering like wat da frog ?

y this things should be happened at night before the imprtnt day ?

our report r superb,finish rght on time.so,we just wonder that we wnt to print it at night ..

n yup,we do agree about that coz the distance between my house n cyber cafe r vry vry near..

BUT,SUDDENLY.....

there is no CC tht can provide us with print colour..

again, im wondering like WAT DA FROOGGGGG !!

how can it be ? TAMAN MALURI area ni kutttt..

it is smthg like very stupid n impossible to be hapened because there is almost 5 to 10 CC's in this area..

but,there is no one can provide us with that "print colour"

SO...

all of us decide to print it by tomorow..

n THANK GOD.

evrythg was settle down rght on time.

i am very proud to annaunce that we r among the best presentor on that day..

thanks daddy n girls...

we did a very great job ..

thumbs up :)

very proud with u guys ..keep it up okayyy !!

my comment is ...

our group nid to build up a little bit of self-confidence kayyy..

that's all..

the rest is superb good..