BEAUTY VERSUS UGLY !

assalamualaikum...ashemekon oo ashemekom..
hikhik..pon pon ! nw entry's coming ..

im quite interesting about today's entry ..

hem hemm..

about beauty versus ugly.

wen im typing this entry, flashback of my lifes lingered in my mind.

i stil remembered wen i was in form 1 a.k.a 13 years old.

i've been humiliated by one boys infront of all muslim frenz in kelas agama..

i cn say that smetimes ,

im kind of overload confident persons.

so,on that terrrriiiible n humiliate day ever for me

i was answering my ustazah question with a very louder voice without raise my hands up .

n then ,my ustazah said

"what's ain ? can u repeated it again?"

i am very proud wen i heard that .

so, i stood up n repeated the answered with a high pitch, very loud voice n  high confident ever !

i said

"kita mestilah meninggalkan larangan Allah swt dan melakukan ape yg disuruh oleh-NYA"

smthg like that laaa..

then ,my ustazah said

"cantik jawapan kamu tu ain"

n i was like kembang kuncup kat blakang..

BUT THEN..

SUDDENLY..

theres a boys name ismail..i dun know where he is now after almost 7 years the incident happened 

n i dun want tu know at all..

he said..

with a loud voice (same like mine wen i read my answer b4 that)

"jawapan jek cantik,muka x cantik!"

OH MAIII GODNESS !!

i cant imagine wat kind of feelings exist in my mind ,heart,muscles n usus2 perut tht time..

im very shy n i really2 wanted to cry.

then ustazah said

"ismail,ape yg awak ckp ni"

n wat i saw that time is

all my girlss frenz were laughing to each other..

is that a funny things for u to humiliated people in front of publics ?

of cos it is not !
n as a frenz,are u will laughed ??

until now,i still remembered tht incident.

n to ismail

u r nut handsome langsung k

rambut pun kerinting !

swear to god,i hate u damn much !!

u...u go to hell

n im goin to heaven !

opppss..its not true..only Allah knows who wil go to hell n who goin to go to heaven ..

but ,after tht incident,i know who is NURUL AIN..

im never bin affected by those words u know

u cn say anything tht u really2 want,but the truth is

i believed that me,myself have my own speciality in a certain things

it dosent means that u r beauty,so u r perfect

bullshit !

its not true keyhhh..

the real beuty comes deep inside

u just have to dig it..

then ,u will see.

today,i am 20 years old n after 7 years..

i know who i am

i know that beauty dosent play any role in my life

i,me ,myself is the one who will decide wether i am a beautiful lady or not

this is because

it dosent matter la if u r ugly,

bukan nye akan ade world war 3 pun if u ugly right ?

u just have to be proud of that

y am i saying like this ?

my answered would be

all people that u have now

frenz,family or even ur love ones

is the real person tht really appreciated u

they r not embrassed to be ur frenz because they r ur truly frenz

smtimes there is a frenz

that wanted to be ur frenz damn much because u r preety girls

n wen u r pretty,evryone wnt to make frenz wth u unsincerely..

u know wat does it means by unsincerely right ?

so,dun be sad if u r not born beauty,,

u just have to believed in this quootes

i,me,mysef believed this quotes damn much !

YOUR CONFIDENCE MAKES YOU,YOURSLEF BEAUTIFUL